Buray\u0131 biraz bo\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n fark\u0131nday\u0131m; belki de buna “bo\u015flamak” de\u011fil de kendi i\u00e7imdeki kalabal\u0131\u011fa \u00e7ekilmek demektir belki, bilmiyorum. Emin de\u011filim. Hayat\u0131n o bitmek bilmeyen i\u015f-g\u00fc\u00e7 d\u00f6ng\u00fcs\u00fc, \u00fczerimize y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan sorumluluklar ve ard\u0131 arkas\u0131 kesilmeyen problemlerle ku\u015fat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir h\u00e2ldeydim. Fiziksel sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m her ne kadar ufak tefek p\u00fcr\u00fczlerle ilerlese de, as\u0131l mesele zihnimin yorgunlu\u011fu…<\/p>\n
Kabul edelim ki ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bu \u00e7a\u011f insan\u0131 ruhsal bir gurbete s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u00fcyor. S\u00fcrg\u00fcnde gibi hissetti\u011fi oluyor insan\u0131n. Ancak her s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fcn bir d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc var. Bana teselli veren de budur muhtemelen.<\/p>\n
H\u0131zla de\u011fi\u015fen g\u00fcndemler, sosyal medyan\u0131n g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcl\u00fc yank\u0131 odalar\u0131, \u00fczerimize boca edilen haberler ve her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn daha da karma\u015f\u0131kla\u015fan insan ili\u015fkileri… Saymaya kalksam, i\u00e7inde kaybolaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir labirent gibi bir \u015fey bu. \u0130\u015fte bu g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7inde, sizinle aramdaki o ba\u011f biraz sessizli\u011fe b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Beni \u015fahsen tan\u0131yan, \u00f6zelden halimi hatr\u0131m\u0131 soran ve “Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 bekliyoruz” diyen dostlara selam olsun! O sessiz bekleyi\u015finiz ve hal hat\u0131r sorman\u0131z ne g\u00fczel! Yak\u0131nda yaz\u0131larla kavu\u015faca\u011f\u0131z.<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi, bu dura\u011fanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bozma vakti. \u00c7ok yak\u0131nda kapsaml\u0131 bir ara\u015ft\u0131rma ve yaz\u0131 serisiyle kar\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda olaca\u011f\u0131m. Ancak bu sefer sadece k\u0131y\u0131larda dola\u015fmayaca\u011f\u0131m. Girilmemi\u015f ormanlara, girmeye cesaret edilemeyen o karanl\u0131k ve derin patikalara dalaca\u011f\u0131m. G\u00fcncelin kaosu, ruhumuzun Tanr\u0131’ya ba\u011fl\u0131 kalmas\u0131 ile eklesiyastik (yani kilise-insan-misyon) ili\u015fki sarmal\u0131 gibi meselelerin kesi\u015fim k\u00fcmesini kurcalayaca\u011f\u0131m. Hem bug\u00fcn\u00fcn sanc\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 hem de kadim geleneklerin bu sanc\u0131lara verdi\u011fi cevaplar\u0131 masaya yat\u0131raca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Sabr\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fazlas\u0131yla alaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir d\u00f6nem ba\u015fl\u0131yor. Tozlu raflar\u0131 indirip, zihinlerimizi tazeleyece\u011fiz \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n
Yak\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek \u00fczere.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Buray\u0131 biraz bo\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n fark\u0131nday\u0131m; belki de buna “bo\u015flamak” de\u011fil de kendi i\u00e7imdeki kalabal\u0131\u011fa \u00e7ekilmek demektir belki, bilmiyorum. Emin de\u011filim. Hayat\u0131n o bitmek bilmeyen i\u015f-g\u00fc\u00e7 d\u00f6ng\u00fcs\u00fc, \u00fczerimize y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan sorumluluklar ve ard\u0131 arkas\u0131 kesilmeyen problemlerle ku\u015fat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir h\u00e2ldeydim. Fiziksel sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m her ne kadar ufak tefek p\u00fcr\u00fczlerle ilerlese de, as\u0131l mesele zihnimin yorgunlu\u011fu… Kabul edelim ki ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bu …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1588,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[285,34,287,286],"class_list":["post-1587","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-all_blogs","tag-blog","tag-kilise","tag-kupeli-teolog","tag-selam"],"yoast_head":"\n